Sad day in dark shades

I'm alive. Barely.
I have no idea what happened to me today.

I completely broke down. Panic attacks. Tears. Scream. Breathless.

I couldnt breath and my whole body was shaking.. Scary as hell..

Im doing better now though.

So today havent been much of a day, I would rather just for it to disappear or maybe start the day over and do things different. Or no. No, I dont want the day to start over. This day sucked.
Completely.

I'm glad I have you, my family, also known as friends. You lift me up when I've fallen.


Jamie, thanks for being a wonderful brother ♥

Jon, Sorry for how things turned out :(

Robert, THANK You for always being so supportive!

Wayne, sometimes you're a dickhead. ♥

These people are the ones who stood by me today. I cant even thank you enough. Lord knows how things would have developed without you.
Thanks again ♥♥♥