Updating

Sorry!! I didnt think anyone was reading anymore so I couldnt be bothered with keeping it up to date. You never comment and whats the point of telling you about my life if I dont get any feedback?

Anyway. What has happened. A lot has happened. I got fucked over by my bank, which means the moving is delayed by a month, which means I wont be able to pay my debts, which means Im gonna get in even deeper debts, which means Im gonna get stuck in this shithole for yet another month. Im about to loose my mind. Seriously. I cant take this anymore!
I am so bored with the way I live my life. Or no, the way I dont live my life. Cause all I really do is sitting here, either in front of the computer or the TV.. I cant get a job cause no one wants to hire someone who's gonna quit in 2 months. I dont have any money to do anything for. And now the money on my phone is out which means I cant text, I cant call and I cant keep contact with the outer world more than over the computer... FUCK EVERYTHING!

Can you see Im a miserable bitch now? I simply cant take it!
Im on my knees and begging to you all, if ANYONE knows ANYTHING I can do or knows how to help me. Please tell me! I cant live like this!
Please.

Facestat

Haha I found this webpage.
www.facestat.com
Haha. You upload a picture of yourself, and from that picture people will judge you and try to see who you are, just from that picture.. I did this. AND LORD how funny answers you get!
I'm gonna share them with you!
They ask you to describe this person in one word, how attractive is this person, what ethnicity does this person have, have this person had any plastic surgery done, what gender is this person, would this person win a dog fight with a medium-sized dog, what age is this person, what is this persons worst feature, what sexual orientation does this person have, what is this persons occupation, what is this persons name, what is this person relationship status, is this person trustworthy?

These are my answers;

Trustworthy?: Probably - Probably not

Relationship status?: Dating

Name?: Elle, Cathlyn, Olga, Emo (lol, my name is Emo :D )

Occupation?: Student, DJ, teacher, Russia, Bas, Hmm?

Intelligence?: Dull

Dog fight?: Probably not

Gender?: Female

Sexual orientation?: Maybe straight

Plastic surgery?: Probably not

Ethnicity?: Caucasian/ White

Age?: 21

Attractive?: Good looking

Worst feature?: Piercings x 25 (hahaha! 25 people said my piercings), that-I'm-not-your-man.

Describe in one word: Dreamer, pretty-but-bad-piercings-make-u-look-like-shit, scary, distracted, lips, are-u-sic?, like-your-style, Enchanting, pierced, VERYbeautiful, cute-as-hell!, hot-lesbian, goth, my-type-of-girl, beautiful, sexy, nice-piercings, pretty, nice-earl, hutish, emo, ouch, cute, interesting, Remove¨piercing, happy, nah, ugly, cool, cutie, COOL, shy, trash, emoemoemo, could-be-really-hot, webcam, nosejob, tries-too-hard, fabricated, lol, weird-eyebrows, naah, seductive, pin-cushion, green, nasty, MagnetHater, PainfulFace, ouch!!, confused, Scarring-will-be-awful!, SEXY, weirdo, sadistic, extreme, rebel.

HAHA too funny!! I guess people doesn't like my piercings :( But who the fuck cares? I LOVE them :D

My day..!

Wooh! I'm done with my cleaning! And I N E E D to show you how damn good I've been. Or it might be cause I'm damn bored.

But anyways. Here it is..

This is where I normally load all of my sh*t. It looks clean now! *proud*.

And I also have a small tendancy of loading stuff here too. But now it's just shooooes. And the ones you can see here is like.. 1/6 of how many shoes I have. This is my weakness. Although, there is girls who have faaaaar more shoes than I have. So I'm not obsessed!

My sweet soccer/hockey jerseys are now hanging there peacefully. The striped one is a old jersey, but it means the world to me! It has never been washed, might wash away the luck in it!
The one underneath is a shirt I got from a player not long ago. He handed it over to me after the game, and I thought I was gonna pee my pants of happiness!
The long sleeved one is the hockey jersey and I got it from a friend as a birthday present. These ones are the ones that means something extra. My others are hanging inside the closet and can not be touched. They are sacred!

Lookie! Even my bed is made! And if you look at the chair on the left, you can see my Freddy teddy bear :D Isn't he awesome? He have the red and green striped shirt and everything. Even the knives, but I dont think you can see them :(

And from my bed you can lay and watch my TV ;) And look close and you can see my Playstation! A PINK! Woohoo! :D I love my Playstation :D

I'm even a handyman/girl!! I managed to get my lamp up. Only took 4 months something to get my thumb out of *** to put it up :D Uh huh! I am a good gal, I tell ya that :D

And the last pic. I found this picture in a frame when I cleaned. People always asks me about my tattooes I have on my arms, the logo of my team. And a very common question is this one;
"What if you change team? What are you going to do then?"
People. I wont change colours. This is my team. And to proove how long they've been in my life, this is the evidence. I think I am 1.5-2 years something on it. Since the day I was born I have worn these colours. I will never change! Djurgårdens IF, is and will always be my team. No matter what happens.

Well, now when we've got that clear..

I dont have anything more to say :D Haha!

Have a good day /night/ evening/ whatever :D

XXXX

When you thought you had won..

When you thought you had won, I came back.. And this time I will show no mercy ;)

I have just came up with the most brilliant of thoughts. I wont let anyone get to me. How awesome isnt that?!
I wont let random people hurt me. They're not worth it. NO ONE is worthy enough for my tears.
I feel so much better now. I just needed to come to that point where I know I've had enough. And I reached it a couple of minutes ago.

Anyhow. Thats it. I'm not gonna waste time on talking about that now, cause that is in the past!

I'm in a pretty good mood today. I have been cleaning, or I am cleaning. And I felt like I wanted to rearrange my furnitures. So there is stuff ALL over the place :D
Yay me!
It's gonna take a while to sort that out.



PLEASE COMMENT! It makes it sooo much more fun to write! I need to recommend a song too. One of my favorite songs.
Social Distortion- Angel's Wings
Try to find the acoustic version. SOO much better..

Actually.. I'll give ya the link. Just cause I love how you read my blog. Now be nice and comment ;)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=NycYt5qazDc


BTW! Thanks Jamie for your email. I LOOOVED the designs!
I will take a closer look at which one I really want. Although I think I have decided already. And I think I'm gonna put it on my right arm instead of my left. That way I can make a full sleeve out of it :D THANK YOU! You are the best brother ever! Love ya!

XXX

Might be hard to see what it says.. But which one of the "donuts" looks like a donut the most?

Sad day in dark shades

I'm alive. Barely.
I have no idea what happened to me today.

I completely broke down. Panic attacks. Tears. Scream. Breathless.

I couldnt breath and my whole body was shaking.. Scary as hell..

Im doing better now though.

So today havent been much of a day, I would rather just for it to disappear or maybe start the day over and do things different. Or no. No, I dont want the day to start over. This day sucked.
Completely.

I'm glad I have you, my family, also known as friends. You lift me up when I've fallen.


Jamie, thanks for being a wonderful brother ♥

Jon, Sorry for how things turned out :(

Robert, THANK You for always being so supportive!

Wayne, sometimes you're a dickhead. ♥

These people are the ones who stood by me today. I cant even thank you enough. Lord knows how things would have developed without you.
Thanks again ♥♥♥

Tadaaa! Erika likey :D
It's gonna be a half sleeve soon enough. Not to sure what I want to add.
But I will come up with something!

Nothing important has happened today, so I wont write anything about my day..


OHHH I forgot! Germany won in soccer! THATS important :D


xxxxx

Pretty boy

I have a question!!

Why is it that men doesnt like to be called "Pretty"?
Haha, for me its a compliment. Are you too macho to be pretty?

Silly!

I need to get my ass of my chair and start cleaning, thats why it wont be a very long blog today. Maybe later, but I know myself. I will most probably forget to update. Haha!

Later I will finish my skull tattoo, I think its gonna look good.

I want to play monopoly, but its not fun to play with myself :(

HAHA I said "play with myself" :D

NAUGHTY GIRL!

Luvs! xx

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-ouxPhYy7Y

Look at that video. I just LOVE that song!!

His mama cried

I'm so depressed today!!
I have been downloading Sex And The City, The Movie all night. And when I finally get it. It's a .bin file which means my computer cant open it. I wanna die!
I have been looking forward to this for soooo long! Years even. And now it fucks up :'(

I didn't even went out for my walking. :(

I dont wanna write here either. Im too depressed :(

:( :( :(

SATC and Batman

I've been watching Batman today.. Catwoman is too damn hot. I should do her!

And the tattoo is almost done. I have got a few comments on it saying that it looks like Batman :D Just what I wanted. Batman ♥ Thank you Jon ♥

What else is there to say. Damnit Im so boring I dont even have an update to give you.. No wonder people aint reading this blog. Maybe if I start posting nude pics of myself.. Then we might have something to discuss!

I've also discovered, that if you sit in front of the computer for 17 hours. Your feets get swollen!
And its never a good thing to spill water on tattoo ink, cause then you get it all over your floor. trust me, I know!

I'm gonna finish all my convos in MSN in a bit.. which means. All my one convo xD
Then Im gonna lean back and have an Americas Next Top Model marathon! cause I only have 5 episodes of Sex And The City left and I dont wanna watch them yet.. I love that show!
When Im done with it. Im gonna watch it all over again. Thats how desperate I am!
And how much I love it! haha. I bought the dvd box in September last year.. I think ive watched these episodes about 15 times..?

Oh well.. enough about SATC. Haha. I dont want you to hate me!

Im bored now. My only convo disappeared. :'( *sniff*

Okies, Im outta here. Might update later when my mind keeps spinning :D

Loves!

Meh!

I just wrote in 20 minutes. A long hateful text. Then decided that I didnt wanna show it here. So I wont do it..

I want a new tattoo. A skull with a bow on.
I want all bugs and flies to die.
I hate ants and I hate spiders.

Today has been a pretty good day. Even if my gran still isnt talking to me. But at this point, I cant be bothered. If she wanna play games. She can do it.

Ive been in a pretty good mood today too. Been laying in bed half the day, watching Sex and the city. It is my bible! Im living after what they say and I LOVE it!
Im god damn addicted..
Oh! And I have such craving for coke! I mean.. Coca Cola.. Im not a druggie!

One thing that irritates the hell outta me is when people say "but you're so young!" yeah? and.?
Should I say "you're so old!" ?
Okay, I might be 20. You might be older. WHO THE HELL CARES!?
Age is only a number, and just cause I happen to be born in the late 80's doesnt mean that I am stupid or immature in anyway!
I happen to be way better than most people out there!
And I have gone through MUCH more than most 80 year old people has! So please. I might be young.. But i am dead clever anyway!

Jon? Where is my tattoo?
I waaaaant it nooooooow!
*pouts*



Over and out!